eww

If im being brutally honest..and why the fuck not...some days plain suck.

I'm cranky, emotional, exhausted, onry..and I want to be left alone!!! I want to run to a far away beach and drown my sorrows in a big bottle of something!!

As a parent you are taught, by society, that you can't be honest in your feelings about kids...that you can never, ever cast having kids in a negative light, or else you look like a mean, ungreatful, unloving, troll.

I do love my kids...HOWEVER...any parent would tell you that days like to today, you envy your kidless friends. They would be free to wollow in despair. They could curl up in bed with their iPod, close the blinds and leave the rainy, dreary world outside..to deal with itself like it should.

But you can't do that when grandma is busy makeing jam and there's dishes, diapers, drinks, and messes to handle.
Mom is never, ever, EVER allowed to have 5 minutes to hate the world.